'Guessing at the framing/staging' - Post 1 today @ 1:15 PM CST

'Guessing on the current sabotage / staging'

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Something was looking strange on the colors people were wearing last night, so now Im wondering what has been plotted by the sabotage network.   I dont know exactly what the colors mean, I just know that black is bad, blue is for democrat, red is for republican, and white is either for (crazy or purity).   It corresponds to my life - but I dont know if its me or the ripoff artists - who use my life as a basis for their acting - who are being judged by the colors.

Its very mentally exhausting to try to anticipate - how people are trying to judge me and spin every moment of my day - by both every small activity that I do - including every word I say - everything I eat or dont eat -  how I move.

Also - to try to anticipate what the sabotage network is doing to frame me as something Im not - by staging scenes and misinterpreting things that they find in my private spaces (or plant things in my private spaces).   I cant even face my accusors or see what is being said about me for sure. 

This all leads to further misconception of why Im saying what Im saying or doing what Im doing.

Because I have no idea what the accusations of me are or who is pushing a narrative.   I dont communicate with anyone - so I dont know who it is that is commenting on what I say.    This would even the playing field if I knew who it is - that is commenting on what I say/do or what the subject is.   Its very exhausting to daily - try to figure out what is being spun, what sabotage has been executed, and how they are trying to frame my character so people will believe worse lies or staging thats been done Hollywood-style.

At least Hollywood stars - get to see what is being said about them.   I have no idea.   Its exhausting to deal with the PTSD of being watched/judged constantly - and then knowing something awful is being said about you - but you have no idea what it is - and you have to make guesses based on what you hear people saying in little blabla haha comments.

On top of that, I cannot function, because I have no money - due to the sabotage and framing of the last few years - which also very much accelerated my PTSD and autistic problems - which caused further depression and often paranoia.  This undending surveillance for no good reason - in addition to the illegal sabotage and illegal staging of events - has resulted in this.

And I cant help but feel that the government is spending a lot of taxpayer money to do this to Amercans like myself.   Because they have to know about all the low-altitude jets that have been sent to fly over me since 2013.  Yet not a single soul has talked to me about me committing any kind of crime in regard to this crushing surveillance.

So, I will now try to backtrack, to what I did yesterday, to figure out what the sabotage is.

1. 

  Ive still been at the barn home.   I have not left the barn home (to go anywhere).   Ive been here since the 17th - trying to battle depression and PTSD, researching for my Space Interaction theory, writing poetry, arguing with parents, and watching tv.

The only time I left was on the 18th to get my shotgun and some clothes from the trailer using the John Deere Gator - because there have been a lot of unfamiliar vehicles on the gravel roads here again.

2.  

The other day, my dad had gone out especially to buy a brand of trail mix called 'Indulgent' - after they returned from a trip where they met with my 'half sister' Marcia.   My dad has never bought trail mix before.  I had eaten a lot while they were gone, and my Dad leaves little harassment 'clues' as to what the current sabotage network messages are at the end of the counter.  Its for this reason, I feel he knows about the surveillance.   Ive asked him multiple times about it over the last couple years, but he denies he knows about any surveillance or sabotage of my life.  I wonder if he has known about this for a long time - because of these clues hes been leaving - and because he has barely talked to me since early 2015 - when he cut me out of helping farm.

I got angry after I saw the trail mix - because I know he is mentally torturing me - by leaving these clues - but then denying he is doing anything.   So I broke open the bag of trail mix, and left it scattered on the countertop.  I think its cowardice of my dad - and its very painful because I feel like he is trying to frame me along with the sabotage network - in whatever lies they are telling. 

He left is credit card bill there by the trail mix for some reason the other day.   So I briefly looked at it.   Ive no idea why he lefft his credit card bill there, but Ive not charged anything on my parents credit cards - if that was the reason.   My dad hasnt talked to me very much since early 2015 and wont explain why - but leaves these little harassment clues on the end of the counter ( including whiskey brands with themes that coincide with sabotage network themes - he used to drink only Black Velvet).

Ive noticed lately hes been using the white Chevy Suburban again for unknown reasons.   This is odd because my mother owns it - and is extremely controlling on who uses it and when - including my dad.

3.

My internet searches.   I search a lot of things for various reasons.   Im not sure if any of my searches are being questioned, but if someone asks me - I can tell them why I searches what I searched.   

Dr. Temple Grandin, who is on the autistic spectrum, for her first book on autistic spectrum, wrote 'Thinking in Pictures'.   She thought that every autistic thought in pictures like she did.   This was the major theme in her first book on autism.   Later, she realized that autism is more like 'If youve met one person with autism, youve met one person with autistm'.   She explained how being so wrong about a characteristic of autism spectrum humbled her.

So if my claims about autism are sometimes off, its that Im learning about how my autistic tendencies - affect my behavior.   Its not really that easy to separate your personality from a behaviorial spectrum, but I definitely am on the autistic spectrum - which even the doctor I was seeing a few times in 2016 - agreed with this.  He mentioned another area of the autistic spectrum, but I also have some complex PTSD from my sisters suicide and other traumas that happened after - a traumatic childhood - and for being illegally surveilled and my life wrecked by sabotage and surrounded by people judging me for things I dont know about.

4.  

Wisconsin Badgers.   I was watching and cheering for the Wisconsin Badgers last night.   Im first an Iowa Hawkeye fan.   I havent been able to get the positivity to get into sports much in the last year - because of the destruction of my life by illegal surveillance, sabotage, and framing.   But I love march madness - and it can get me enthused if there is a team I like.

Ive liked this Wisconsin Badgers team for the last few years (since their prior coach Bo Ryan - who was always # 1 or #2 nationwide in defense).   I wrote a poem about them winning against the number one seed (I believe in 2016 but it could have been 2015) - but it has mysteriously been erased from my old Facebook account.   It was about buzzer beaters after their amazing buzzer beater against a top seed team.

I mention this because the strange color switch seemed to change about this time last night.   Again, Im not exactly sure what the color voting means - but I can tell when there is an abrupt change.

5.

  I was wondering if this account could be viewed publically after I began noticing weird comments that seemed to be directed at me.   So I was looking for people to request to ask about this last night.   I was thinking the sabotage network may be stealing what I was writing about again - namely my paper on (time) dilation - but the other stuff Ive been posting about as well.

When I was looking for people, I hit 'groups' on Facebook - and it came up with a bunch of groups that seemed strange.   Possibly because the people who have requested to be friends - are a bunch of fake profiles ( since internet companies link all info - to quantify results in that way ).

Ive gotten indicators in the last 2 or 3 months - that the sabotage network are trying to anticipate/read some of my thoughts.   And prior to that - there was a commercial out - that they had "mastered nanotechnology".  I know this is the power monger goal - to invade and exploit people's minds.

Whatever they are using to surveil me - they're either misinterpreting some of it - or purposely framing some of the thoughts I have.   But whatever they are doing - is against any form of human rights.   Harassing someone 24 hours a day - to the point of trying to read their mind - is flat out torture - regardless of method.   Especially if they have autistic spectrum challenges and PTSD as I do.

Im not a fucking robot.  Im a human being.  And this is torture.   Why is it allowed  ??

Whatever method of surveillance they are using - its psychologcial torture - and its now been ongoing for years on end.   I cannot understate it - it is torture.  And the effect on my daily behavior cannot be underestimated either (considering the PTSD and depression and paranoia that results).

5.5 My own words and ideas

Every single word I produce - is my own.   I have thought about this stuff daily for years now.   It does not come to me in a dream.   I know exactly what is my own.   It comes to me through thought - as I observe and I read and labor through thinking - work that I do not get paid for.   As Ive shown, its been in my poetry since at least around 2000 - and I know its been in my thoughts since my mid-20s at least.  This stuff does not happen overnight.  Its taken years and decades of thought based on associations Ive made through obseravation.

6.   Edits

I said I got offline yesterday between 3 and 4 PM.   According to my edits - of the one major paper I published on Facebook and my intuitive-days.webnode.com site  yesterday - my last edit was at 2:29 PM CST.   So I may have gotten offline @ 2:30 PM CST.   So that may have been inaccurate.   I just wanted to convey that I had not been online - because I was noticing the comments and the color changes that people were making.  I knew something was up.

I edited that article about distortions in scientific models - according to Facebook - 26 times between 11:31 AM and 2:29 PM.   Its work to write an article like that.   It takes a lot of thought - and laborious word choices.  

7.  

I heard something about a contract again yesterday - and also about a lawsuit.

Ive not been involved in a lawsuit - and Ive never signed a contract of any kind.  

If there is a contract - it is forged.   If there is someone thats portrayed themselves as me in a lawsuit - it is an imposter.

Ive also never taken government assistance for a disablitly.  I got some indications of that again.   Ive already stated that Ive never received a check for any kind of disability.   Im not on food stamps either.   Im not getting any assistance for anything.   If someone used my name to get assistance, they are defrauding the government.

8.

Ive gotten some indication they are using some form of (green screen) technology (where they can place things on you that really arent on you) - in addition to the illegal surveillance.   This would be Hollywood-style framing.

The things Ive gotten indication of (possibly) - are womens items, acne, drugs, or male enhancement pills.    I assure you Im not using or wearing or shopping for - any of these things.  Ive never bought a womans item (clothing or jewelry) unless it was a gift for a girlfriend.   And Ive not done that since at least 2012.  

I had gotten indication they put a beard/mustache on me at one time - but Ive never had a beard or mustache either.

9. 

Just thought of another framing possibility.   Ive been watching a lot of the reality crime drama shows lately - due to the fact that the quality of the programming on the cable shows - seems to have been decreased by attrition.   There is not much positive on to watch thats either entertaining or interesting - and it has gotten boring - in part because I watch so much tv (due to depression and not being able to do anything) So Ive resorted to the current crime dramas theyve been programming. 

Often the programming (specific programs/topics they choose) on a lot of the channels coincides with what they are trying to frame me for.  So whatever it is - I didnt do it.

The sabotage network has been trying progressively to frame me for one thing or another since at least January of 2011 - when I lost my job @ Iowa Northland Regional Council of Governments - and began researching the central bank families and weather mod. systems.   But other indications Ive gotten is that theyve been illegally surveilling, framing, and staging events in my life Hollywood-style since I was a minor.

Reality stuff is interesting to me because its real human behavior.   Ive always been interested in this - in part because Im not good at it.  Im not interested in shows like Duck Dynasty because from the little bit of Ive seen of them - I know they are scripted and fake.

Its very unethical what tv has been doing by blurring the lines between reality and fiction (scripted reality tv) and passing it off as real - while at the same time Im being illegally surveilled, my life sabotaged, all of my intellectual property being stolen, while the sabotage network tries to frame me  as something Im not - likely staging things with their actors in the process ( I cant confirm this - but feel very strongly its happened since at least 2013 - and likely much earlier due to some indications Ive gotten).

I will slow down the video or rewind it during a reality show - to get a better view of what was being said or to see a reaction - (or an attractive woman since Ive been single for so long). 

I  also sometimes really slow it down when I think someone may be lying during a testimony - looking for clues.

This is due to slow processing of verbal communication and not always being able to absorb the full meaning of something someone said.  The repetition helps to imprint the meaning of what has been said. 

10. 

I know for sure - that ( Angeline Dimaano) was a young adult Filipina (female).   As Ive said before - most times I viewed her on cam as we chatted - and because she was always at public internet cafes after March 2013 - I could see everyone and everything in the background.   I know she was typing what was written and reacting to what I wrote.   Everyone and everything I saw was consistent with her being in the Phillippines.  

I used Google translate extensively - mostly what her Facebook friends were writing (her Facebook name then was Anqel Dimaano - spelled with a q not a g).   This is one of the letters they switched when they were coding their language.  I had to figure out which letters were switched around - and some swapped within words, to understand the translation from Google.  

Once in a while she would write something in Filipina when she got upset with me.   But usually I was using Google translate - to interpret what her network of friends were saying to each other (and also what she was saying to them) - which I was not able to confirm she was a part of anything - until I felt I did finally in early 2014 - when I cut off contact with her - and called Homeland Security (who was only interested in whether I had sent her money - which I had sent a few hundred dollars for college and her sick mother)

Occasionally I used Google translate to send a note - to attempt to learn her language - and see if we could understand each other better.

And again, Ive never pretended to be an Asian.   She always knew I was caucasion - though I did not allow her to see me on cam- initially for concerns over my diintity or that of my fiancee - whom I lived with.   If anyone says otherwise, they are part of the sabotage network.

Since then I know that no ip or id is  100%safe online - as networks of expert hackers exist at every level of skill - and in every form (corporate, government, criminal) - and some are likely intertwined on purpose.