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'I cant watch the Kardashians Anymore'
03/27/2017 03:27Im usually watching tv @ this time - but they finally programmed my interest completely out of it.
I dont think I can watch the Kardashians anymore either. I binge watched their shows in the last weeks. As I said, its a study in human behavior for me - which is interesting. And I like their personalities for the most part. But now that theyre allowing Kanye West and a psychopath Corey to deceive them, I cant watch it anymore.
After watching the first 2 shows of the new season - its obvious in my opinion - that Kanye West and his psychopath buddy Corey - were in on the planning of the Paris mugging of Kanye's wife Kim Kardashian. Its just too sickening to watch. I want to protect them. Its just my natural inclination to protect people I know are being deceived - even despite the state of my life now.
You have to look at who benefits greatly from this obviously set up crime. In this case its Kanye West (socially, fame, and financially) as it was said he deletes all of his social media (very odd timing) - and his buddy Corey permanently cements himself into the family by becoming the 'protectorate' - and seeming to control all of their security. In that way - he can get more of his co-conspirators surrounding the women. More control - psychopaths like that.
Before that he was just a hanger-on to the Kardashian family. He was just trying not to make waves - so he could stick around. Now this gives him a role as a 'security monitor'. He was a plant in the family. He knew exactly how to play Kris. Corey suddenly becomes a dynamic character - when before he was just doing everything necessary to be a hanger-on to the Kardashian family.
Kanye (from the little I read - he didnt appear much in the shows I had seen prior to the mugging of Kim) needed a boost in his career and now that Kim is traumatized, he gets to play 'rescuer' and suck up in every way possible. This makes him look good for his fan base - and knocks his wife down a notch. He has more control in his relationship - and has more popularity outside of it. More freedom to cheat - and also Kim needs him more to comfort her. No wonder he had a big smile on his face just after the mugging - when Kim mother was crying.
The actions of both Kanye and Corey before and after the mugging - are highly suspicious. Those two (Kanye and Corey) should be watched permanently from now on - and if anything should happen to the Kardashian women - its Kanye West and that Corey psychopath that should be first suspected. Im sure Kanye has a big insurance policy out on Kim.
As for the psychopath Corey, hes been a very reserved person on the show. But its exactly that - his character has been very very reserved - and yet his eyes are psychotic. Its not the people who have occasional anger or other emotions. Its the ones who are holding all of their emotions in - with psychotic eyes - who are the true psychopaths. If Corey suddenly starts showing some emotion now - its acting in response to criticism from people watching. He is all too overly eager to be taking over the security for the entire family.
I cant watch it anymore. I know what Kanye and Corey are doing in sucking up now after the trauma Kim and the family experienced - and it sickens me.
Suddenly a bunch of security issues - coincidence ? No way. Kim should know better. Shes a natural investigator/inspector like me. Most Scorpios have that natural sense and ability.
I think a lot of people see exactly what I saw when they watchd this all unfold.
Im a protector at heart - and this just drives me nuts when I know exactly what is going on - and cant do anything about it.
So I cant watch the show anymore. I guess I got a little too emotionally invested in the short time I was watching.
I noticed all but Kourtney were wearing black today. I guess that means they didnt like my comments on my blog and here about Kanye and Corey being highly suspicious (meaning I feel they were involved in the set up of the mugging).
Let them think what they want. Its more important for them to hear the truth as soon as possible. So now they can watch for the signals that Im right on this one.
'Facial recognition in autistic spectrum - its again a verbal communication deficit'
03/26/2017 22:01'Data suggests brains of autistic spectrum people can recognize faces as well as anyone - but they cannot process the information into a verbal response like typical people can'
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(quote by the researcher)
"It's not so much the face isn't recognised by the brain but there's a problem in them being able to then use that information to say 'I recognise this person'."
Im not sure I have the same difficulty with this ability - as some do. But connecting a name to a face - often takes a lot of reinforcement for me.
Just like I have to hear what someone someone says 2 or 3 times to understand the meaning of what they are saying (in the moment). Later on (hours or sometimes days), I can often recall exactly what was said (if I felt it was important - but did not understand in the moment), and by then I will have understood. But in the meantime, the delicate nature of casual conversation often escapes me.
Being introduced once - its nearly impossible for me to put a face to a name.
Directions/instructions are particularly difficult when taken verbally. And even intense language - I can sometimes be baffled by its meaning. Although usually when things get intense as in an argument, similar to being stimulated by an interesting topic, my brain usually focuses more clearly in the moment.
Its the normal (more relaxed) state of my brain - that conversation seems to sink, and get trapped in my brain. I often have no ability to change that. This is where the rewind button helps.
My 'half sister' + since St. Patricks Day
03/26/2017 18:40My 'half sister' Marcia - and St. Patricks Day
Ive been thinking more about my dad leaving that credit card statement out on the counter along with the 'Indulgent' brand trail mix that he had to make a special trip to a store to buy- along with his Cheetos.
As I said, hes been making special trips to buy these things - that seem to fit the narrative of the sabotage network for at least the past year or two (when I started noticing).
Im not saying my dad is all bad. He has worked hard his whole life as a farmer - and he was in the National Guard. He told me he joined the Guard so he wouldnt get drafted - because the draft lottery was in place then - and he would have had to go to war if his name had been pulled. So he joined the National Guard. At that time the National Guard wasnt in any danger of going to war like it is now. But he did volunteer for the National Guard.
Dad never spent much time with us - and beer, tv, and going to pornography shops were more of a priority in his free time while we grew up - than spending time with his kids. I endured a lot of verbal abuse while working with him on the farm (as I believe he was letting out his frustrations with the constant war between my mother and him). He made me work over and over - under conditions that made me very sick. I got sick every time I worked in the one specific area - and at least twice I got pneumonia from that exposure. I went to an allergist regularly and he knew I was violently allergic to the livestock confinement nursery where he continued to make me work.
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In the spring of 2015 dad quit communicating with me - after I had been farming and doing other projects with him for 2 years prior to that.
It was as if he started listening to the sabotage network - and would not talk to me about whatever lies they were telling him.
And then in the last year or so, hes been making these special trips to buy cheap whiskey brands (prior to this he usually only drank Black Velvet) - with sabotage network themed messages, along with all kinds of other sabotage themed stuff - which he would place at the end of the countertop.
I later assumed that this was a visible spot - for a hidden cam - so then I would sometimes write notes saying that he was putting this stuff there - and not me - and leave them beside the items he went to buy to place there.
I asked dad several times why he was putting this stuff there, but he denied that he knew anything about it. I knew he was lying, but what else could I do.
Originally I thought the 'Indulgent' brand trail mix - had to do with the fact I had eaten more food than normal while they were gone. Which is why I got upset and broke open the bag.
But since I posted about that - I wonder if the 'trail mix' part - had something to do with the sabotage network framing as well.
My mom had left a message on my phone - that shed like me to feed the dog while they were gone - and that I was welcome to stay at the house - before they lefft on the 17th. She emphasized that I was their son and that they both loved me.
So I posted on Facebook that I would be staying at the house over the weekend. And like I said, I did eat quite a bit that weekend (indulgent). I was stressed because of the argument I had with my parents before my mother had called and left that message - and not knowing what I was going to do with no money, no drivers license, and being stuck out in the country.
There are a bunch of trails on my parents property - which my dad mowed - so that he could better navigate the property ( I think 42 acres or so on this side of the river). I had used these trails in 2014 - 2016 to run or hike (only during daytime). The dog would often follow along. These hikes, some along the river, were documented in my poetry about Nature at that time.
On the night of the 17th after I had come to the barn from the trailer, the dog started alerting to the grass South of the barn home - and she wanted to be outside all night long.
I believe on the 18th, I saw a light in the woods to the South when I was letting her in. I couldnt tell how far away it was, so I didnt investigate it.
Since that night on the 17th when I came over to the barn home, the dog has been alerting to both sound and smell at night - mostly to the South toward the grass and where most of the trails are. She wants to be outside all night long, which is not normal for her. When she is out, she is constantly alerting to the South or to the West woods.
The last two or three nights, the dog has been alerting to the woods to the West.
Since she started alerting on the 17th, Ive suspected that someone may have been trying to get close enough on the ground to use my wifi signal.
But given the 'Indulgent' trail mix my dad left by his credit card statement I wonder if the 'trail mix' part had something to do with the sabotage network framing - in addition to the 'indulgent' part - that I had been eating a lot that weekend.
Many strange vehicles have been driving by slowly since the 17th as well. This is when the sabotage network is most active - when I notice a lot of unfamiliar vehicles - and many more than normal - driving by on gravel.
If I was going to commit any crime, I would not tell people where Im going to be on the internet - especially when I know Im being surveilled 24 hours a day.
So if something happened since the 17th (St. Patricks Day) - Ive not done anything illegal. I was never on the grass trails and I only made one quick trip to the trailer to get my shotgun and some extra clothes for the weekend at the barn home. Ive been at the barn home since that time - and have not moved more than 30 feet outside - to feed or pet the dog.
Its very likely the sabotage network has been trying to tap my wifi signal during this time since St. Patricks Day and possibly before that as well. I knew this was a risk when I got the wifi hotspot - as that is why I quit using wifi prior. But then I couldnt go to the Fairbank Library - and could not drive - so I took the risk of getting wifi again.
What my dad has been doing - along with my mom not listening to what Ive been saying about the sabotage network and attacking me in addition to that - has caused the most pain to me - in regard to my outlook on life and confidence - despite that Ive been dealing with the sabotage network, massive surveillance, and ripoff artists for years now.
They have never been good for my confidence - but my dad playing these mind games with me for 2 years now - and denying that he is playing mental games with me (while knowing Im being surveilled, harassed, sabotaged, and framed) - is very disappointing. And my mom seems to value her local fame of her barn home - over knowing that Im suffering every day (of which Ive told her everything since 2013).
My parents have provided me with a place to stay - and often provided the food - since my life has been sabotaged the last few years. I realize that theyve done this. When they ignore that Im suffering every day - for being harassed, sabotaged, framed, my work stolen, and lies told about me - its a struggle to have hope for any future - let alone to show gratitude for having food. Most days I dont have any hope for my life to get any better - so its difficult to survive. And when I do say something positive to my Mom - she turns very negative to me - almost as if shes punishing me for being good to her. So I admit I dont thank them very often.
My parents have also been generous at times - with material things - throughout my life.
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Beginning on St. Patricks Day when my parents left, this all feels like a setup by my 'half sister' Marcia - to lure my parents away for a few days - so the sabotage network could stage something. Ive said many times now that I feel Marcia has been trying to tear our family apart - and I feel she was part of harassing my real sister Tracy Lea Heineman before she jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. I feel she is likely an imposter because she has not shown any proof, but even if she is blood related, she has been trying to tear our family apart since she appeared out of nowhere when I was 21 years old.
And all I know about my dads behavior - is that immediately after their trip to visit Marcia and her family - he made another one of his special trips to buy something that seemed to indicate a sabotage network framing - and leave his credit card statement right beside it - which again he never does (leave his credit card statement out). He also never buys trail mix. Cheetos is normal for him. Trail mix, Ive never seen him buy.
My reading material
03/26/2017 17:36Here is a list of what I checked out @ Oelwein Library recently. I still have all of these books. Some of them Im re-reading from 2015/2016. Just to show that Ive been reading and thinking about these topics for the last 2-3 months (in case ripoff artists have been trying to claim my work again).
This was the last time I was in Oelwein (when I renewed these), which would have been around February 20.
'Garden Gnome' Gutfeld cued me in - that Id left wifi on all night
03/26/2017 16:44Greg 'Garden Gnome' Gutfeld - cued me in - that Id left wifi on'
I accidentally left the wifi hotspot on last night. If anything was done in my name after my post on 'Ridiculous Language Tap-Dancing' ( @ 7:59 PM CST) it would have been sabotage network.
Ive still not communicated with anyone, including the college/high school friend that accepted my invite here. I defriended him - because Ive not talked to him for years - and dont know what his opinions on anything are. I ju...st wanted to see if this account could be viewed publically - so I sent out a couple of friend requests.
I came up to the 3rd story loft here at the barn home after watching tv all night last night - and read some of my old poetry before I went ot sleep this morning at around 6:30 AM. But did not realize I had left the wifi hotspot on prior. I sleep during the morning hours - because I dont get hit with directed energy as much - if I dont sleep during the night.
After I made that last post, I laid down and slept for 2 hours. My dad was watching a dvred NASCAR race. I got up around 11:30 - and began watching tv. Then went back up to the loft @ around 6:30 AM.
I got clued in that something was wrong - when I just noticed Greg 'the Garden Gnome' Gutfeld was making some depraved yuk-yuk comments (he seemed really excited) @ around 4:30 PM today - on his show the Greg Gutfeld Show.
Gutfeld - has been one of the main people in politics - that jumps on every opportunity to try to frame me - using denigration blabla haha. So I went immediately to my computer - and found that I had left my wifi on since that last post at around 8 PM last night when I made that last post.
I actually posted the last post about 'Ridiculous Language Tap-Dancing' around 7:59 PM CST (and not around 9) last night - before I forgot to shut off the wifi hotspot.
'Ridiculous Language Tap-Dancing'
03/25/2017 20:06President Trump "was not wiretapped" - but they "will not rule out 'other forms of surveillance" What does it matter what kind of surveillance they used ? Surveillance is surveillance - invading privacy - spying on - listening in secret. No difference.
They can surveil through the air now - wifi + micro-surveillance devices (or nanotech devices). Or they can point a device at a wall on a building - and hear everything being said. This is not science fiction.
This is ridiculous language tap-dancing. They surveilled the president through the air.
Its not right of them to surveil the President - and its not right of anyone to surveil me or any other citizen 24 hours unending. This is illegal and in my case - because it is a form of mental torture - against human rights. In the Presidents case - its a case of national security.
People of all political stances should be alarmed - that this kind of surveillance is happening.
Dog Alerting to West woods - possible wifi intercept'
03/25/2017 19:41
The dog is alerting to the woods just West of the house again. Shes been doing this kind of stuff since my parents went to Sioux City? to meet my 'half sister' Marcia (who I believe to be a fraud since shes never shown any proof that shes my sister on the 17th of March (St. Patricks's Day) through the 19th. I believe that she was in on harassing my real sister Tracy Lea Heineman before she committed suicide in 2003.
It also coincides with a lot of strange vehicles suddenly on the gravel road here again since that time.
Ive only posted on this Facebook account and intuitive-times.webnode.com today - in case the sabotage network is intercepting the wifi signal again. No other communication of any kind. 3/25/17 @ 7:17 PM CST
One of my friends from college/high school - accepted a friend request here - and it said that we were now connected on 'Messenger'. But Im not sure if that means Messenger on here - or Yahoo Messenger. Im not logged into any email/IM or any other kind of communication accounts. Im not saying he has anything to do with that. Just noting because Im not sure what it means.
Its pretty obvious Ive been spending a lot of time on my posts - but need to make sure I convey whats going on around here - in case they are intercepting my wifi signal again - as I believe they were between 2011 - 2015 for sure - and possibly before that. I did not have wifi for very long in 2015.
If someone can get into your wifi - they can then pretend to be you - as they communicate or hack your accounts. This c.an be accomplished by aircraft as they fly over as well.
'Accepting the space-time model - while separating it from its main distortions'
03/25/2017 16:02'Accepting the space-time model - while separating it from its main distortions'
This is a vision of branching scientific models of the Universe - scale models of reality - within one overarching view of the Universe.
Since everything in existence is interactive, and everything changes relatively in every moment, no scientific model will be 100% accurate - but it might be 99.999999 % accurate - more or less. (Im not talking about the space-time model applying to its areas of distortion here)
Using one mathematical model (a TOE - theory of everything within the Universe) for every practical application of science - does not make any sense - when for most applications - it will be enough to be accurate to a lesser extent.
Furthermore, to be 100% accurate, one would have to map the exact location, direction, acceleration, mass, and charge - of every particle in the Universe. This will never happen - so one mathematical theory will never be 100% accurate - for interactive mass and energy within the Universe.
It is important to accept that all models of reality will have limitations - and therefore distortions where they are integrated with other scales of space or other forms of matter or energy (eg as gases interact with massive gravitational or EM field forces, fission or fusion, when nearing a cosmic recycling center (black hole). This necessitates a merger of thermodynamics, QED, gravity (likely a modified law of gravity), etc. (which exhibits the need for a separate theory at the scale of a black hole).
We cannot expect to apply one model of reality - to all of reality at once for all practical purposes. Some scientists have been trying to ram everything into the model of General Relativity space-time for years now.
It should be viewed - that good science - will embrace a collection of models - that best suit the frame and scale of the observation.
Frame - and scale - will determine which model (or projection) best suits the application. The general quantum view - has QED - quantum electrodynamics. Gases have the laws of thermodynamics. Our cosmic neighborhood - has General Relativity space-time model. The cosmic recycling center (what scientists call a black hole) should have its own model as well. For the universe as a whole - I submit Space-Interaction theory - where the ever-evolving moment encompasses all of these models, and includes the following concepts, among others:
Space-Interaction theory includes the following concepts (among others):
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Light waves eroding over billions of light years through the fog of space
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Compound and collective gravity are two components of gravity - which manifest themselves as distinct forces within galaxies and galaxy clusters.
Collective gravity is the 'gravitational atmosphere' of a galaxy and tries to balance the gravity throughout the body of stars - and essentially ties them together in a web that rotates as a single entity.
Compoud gravity is centered at the center of mass - whether in a galaxy or galaxy cluster - and results in an accelerated form of gravity - as massive objects converge.
This results in a gravitational tug of war for each star between the galaxy center of mass - and the body of stars held together by collective gravity.
The galaxy center exerts its compound gravity on the collective body of stars in a galaxy - effectively raising the calculation for gravity. Collective gravity ensures that the gravitational calculations are fairly uniform throughout the body of stars - as it tries to evenly distribute the gravitational attraction throughout the body of stars.
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Eroded EM radiation is shared across billions of light years - recycled back into (mass dominant particles) as the light loses its waviness - and preserves a conservation of mass-energy (not just energy, not just mass, but both - as they exchange places in a continuous recycling through cosmic recycling centers (black holes, galaxies, and star events) and flux between expansion (energy dominated) and contraction (gravity, mass dominated)
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There is far less cosmic Expansion than in current models (and therefore far less missing dark energy).
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No ability to trace back to a single Big Bang event (due to the complex nature of billions of years of change), and the Universe being far older than 14 billion years - but could have been created at any point.)
'Stuff I wrote in 2015 - on (time) dilation, light erosion, and other aspects of Space Interaction theory'
03/25/2017 14:42Stuff I wrote related to the (time) dilation, light erosion, and other aspects of Space Interaction theory - in 2015. In regard to what Ive been writing recently.
These are poems and memos I wrote - that relate to my thought process now that has evolved over the last couple years in thinking about Space-Interaction theory. Youll notice that my thoughts now are not exactly what my thoughts were then, but the core of Space Interaction theory is in the poems, and many of the concepts were developing then and continued to through 2016.
(note - the poem with the falcon in it - is just about a falcon - I thought I had seen a falcon at that time out by the grove of trees behind the barn home - after it was diving at the pond - Im noting this because a falcon could be misinterpreted as political)
'Guessing at the framing/staging' - Post 1 today @ 1:15 PM CST
03/25/2017 13:15'Guessing on the current sabotage / staging'
(list below)
Something was looking strange on the colors people were wearing last night, so now Im wondering what has been plotted by the sabotage network. I dont know exactly what the colors mean, I just know that black is bad, blue is for democrat, red is for republican, and white is either for (crazy or purity). It corresponds to my life - but I dont know if its me or the ripoff artists - who use my life as a basis for their acting - who are being judged by the colors.
Its very mentally exhausting to try to anticipate - how people are trying to judge me and spin every moment of my day - by both every small activity that I do - including every word I say - everything I eat or dont eat - how I move.
Also - to try to anticipate what the sabotage network is doing to frame me as something Im not - by staging scenes and misinterpreting things that they find in my private spaces (or plant things in my private spaces). I cant even face my accusors or see what is being said about me for sure.
This all leads to further misconception of why Im saying what Im saying or doing what Im doing.
Because I have no idea what the accusations of me are or who is pushing a narrative. I dont communicate with anyone - so I dont know who it is that is commenting on what I say. This would even the playing field if I knew who it is - that is commenting on what I say/do or what the subject is. Its very exhausting to daily - try to figure out what is being spun, what sabotage has been executed, and how they are trying to frame my character so people will believe worse lies or staging thats been done Hollywood-style.
At least Hollywood stars - get to see what is being said about them. I have no idea. Its exhausting to deal with the PTSD of being watched/judged constantly - and then knowing something awful is being said about you - but you have no idea what it is - and you have to make guesses based on what you hear people saying in little blabla haha comments.
On top of that, I cannot function, because I have no money - due to the sabotage and framing of the last few years - which also very much accelerated my PTSD and autistic problems - which caused further depression and often paranoia. This undending surveillance for no good reason - in addition to the illegal sabotage and illegal staging of events - has resulted in this.
And I cant help but feel that the government is spending a lot of taxpayer money to do this to Amercans like myself. Because they have to know about all the low-altitude jets that have been sent to fly over me since 2013. Yet not a single soul has talked to me about me committing any kind of crime in regard to this crushing surveillance.
So, I will now try to backtrack, to what I did yesterday, to figure out what the sabotage is.
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Ive still been at the barn home. I have not left the barn home (to go anywhere). Ive been here since the 17th - trying to battle depression and PTSD, researching for my Space Interaction theory, writing poetry, arguing with parents, and watching tv.
The only time I left was on the 18th to get my shotgun and some clothes from the trailer using the John Deere Gator - because there have been a lot of unfamiliar vehicles on the gravel roads here again.
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The other day, my dad had gone out especially to buy a brand of trail mix called 'Indulgent' - after they returned from a trip where they met with my 'half sister' Marcia. My dad has never bought trail mix before. I had eaten a lot while they were gone, and my Dad leaves little harassment 'clues' as to what the current sabotage network messages are at the end of the counter. Its for this reason, I feel he knows about the surveillance. Ive asked him multiple times about it over the last couple years, but he denies he knows about any surveillance or sabotage of my life. I wonder if he has known about this for a long time - because of these clues hes been leaving - and because he has barely talked to me since early 2015 - when he cut me out of helping farm.
I got angry after I saw the trail mix - because I know he is mentally torturing me - by leaving these clues - but then denying he is doing anything. So I broke open the bag of trail mix, and left it scattered on the countertop. I think its cowardice of my dad - and its very painful because I feel like he is trying to frame me along with the sabotage network - in whatever lies they are telling.
He left is credit card bill there by the trail mix for some reason the other day. So I briefly looked at it. Ive no idea why he lefft his credit card bill there, but Ive not charged anything on my parents credit cards - if that was the reason. My dad hasnt talked to me very much since early 2015 and wont explain why - but leaves these little harassment clues on the end of the counter ( including whiskey brands with themes that coincide with sabotage network themes - he used to drink only Black Velvet).
Ive noticed lately hes been using the white Chevy Suburban again for unknown reasons. This is odd because my mother owns it - and is extremely controlling on who uses it and when - including my dad.
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My internet searches. I search a lot of things for various reasons. Im not sure if any of my searches are being questioned, but if someone asks me - I can tell them why I searches what I searched.
Dr. Temple Grandin, who is on the autistic spectrum, for her first book on autistic spectrum, wrote 'Thinking in Pictures'. She thought that every autistic thought in pictures like she did. This was the major theme in her first book on autism. Later, she realized that autism is more like 'If youve met one person with autism, youve met one person with autistm'. She explained how being so wrong about a characteristic of autism spectrum humbled her.
So if my claims about autism are sometimes off, its that Im learning about how my autistic tendencies - affect my behavior. Its not really that easy to separate your personality from a behaviorial spectrum, but I definitely am on the autistic spectrum - which even the doctor I was seeing a few times in 2016 - agreed with this. He mentioned another area of the autistic spectrum, but I also have some complex PTSD from my sisters suicide and other traumas that happened after - a traumatic childhood - and for being illegally surveilled and my life wrecked by sabotage and surrounded by people judging me for things I dont know about.
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Wisconsin Badgers. I was watching and cheering for the Wisconsin Badgers last night. Im first an Iowa Hawkeye fan. I havent been able to get the positivity to get into sports much in the last year - because of the destruction of my life by illegal surveillance, sabotage, and framing. But I love march madness - and it can get me enthused if there is a team I like.
Ive liked this Wisconsin Badgers team for the last few years (since their prior coach Bo Ryan - who was always # 1 or #2 nationwide in defense). I wrote a poem about them winning against the number one seed (I believe in 2016 but it could have been 2015) - but it has mysteriously been erased from my old Facebook account. It was about buzzer beaters after their amazing buzzer beater against a top seed team.
I mention this because the strange color switch seemed to change about this time last night. Again, Im not exactly sure what the color voting means - but I can tell when there is an abrupt change.
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I was wondering if this account could be viewed publically after I began noticing weird comments that seemed to be directed at me. So I was looking for people to request to ask about this last night. I was thinking the sabotage network may be stealing what I was writing about again - namely my paper on (time) dilation - but the other stuff Ive been posting about as well.
When I was looking for people, I hit 'groups' on Facebook - and it came up with a bunch of groups that seemed strange. Possibly because the people who have requested to be friends - are a bunch of fake profiles ( since internet companies link all info - to quantify results in that way ).
Ive been posting lately that people attempting to use nanotechnology (on others without their consent) need to be given the death penalty - because its a form of torture.
Ive gotten indicators in the last 2 or 3 months - that the sabotage network are trying to anticipate/read some of my thoughts. And prior to that - there was a commercial out - that they had "mastered nanotechnology". I know this is the power monger goal - to invade and exploit people's minds.
Whatever they are using to surveil me - they're either misinterpreting some of it - or purposely framing some of the thoughts I have. But whatever they are doing - is against any form of human rights. Harassing someone 24 hours a day - to the point of trying to read their mind - is flat out torture - regardless of method. Especially if they have autistic spectrum challenges and PTSD as I do.
Im not a fucking robot. Im a human being. And this is torture. Why is it allowed ??
I dont have any computer components in my head - unless the sabotage network has illegally gotten nanotech chips into my bloodstream and brain through food, beverage, or other delivery method.
Allowing torture permanently degrades humanity - especially if it is unjust. Those inflicing the torture - are the worst kind of humans. Power mongers - who only care about control over humans.
Whatever method of surveillance they are using - its psychologcial torture - and its now been ongoing for years on end. I cannot understate it - it is torture. And the effect on my daily behavior cannot be underestimated either (considering the PTSD and depression and paranoia that results).
5.5 My own words and ideas
Every single word I produce - is my own. I have thought about this stuff daily for years now. It does not come to me in a dream. I know exactly what is my own. It comes to me through thought - as I observe and I read and labor through thinking - work that I do not get paid for. As Ive shown, its been in my poetry since at least around 2000 - and I know its been in my thoughts since my mid-20s at least. This stuff does not happen overnight. Its taken years and decades of thought based on associations Ive made through obseravation.
6. Edits
I said I got offline yesterday between 3 and 4 PM. According to my edits - of the one major paper I published on Facebook and my intuitive-days.webnode.com site yesterday - my last edit was at 2:29 PM CST. So I may have gotten offline @ 2:30 PM CST. So that may have been inaccurate. I just wanted to convey that I had not been online - because I was noticing the comments and the color changes that people were making. I knew something was up.
I edited that article about distortions in scientific models - according to Facebook - 26 times between 11:31 AM and 2:29 PM. Its work to write an article like that. It takes a lot of thought - and laborious word choices.
7.
I heard something about a contract again yesterday - and also about a lawsuit.
Ive not been involved in a lawsuit - and Ive never signed a contract of any kind.
If there is a contract - it is forged. If there is someone thats portrayed themselves as me in a lawsuit - it is an imposter.
Ive also never taken government assistance for a disablitly. I got some indications of that again. Ive already stated that Ive never received a check for any kind of disability. Im not on food stamps either. Im not getting any assistance for anything. If someone used my name to get assistance, they are defrauding the government.
8.
Ive gotten some indication they are using some form of (green screen) technology (where they can place things on you that really arent on you) - in addition to the illegal surveillance. This would be Hollywood-style framing.
The things Ive gotten indication of (possibly) - are womens items, acne, drugs, or male enhancement pills. I assure you Im not using or wearing or shopping for - any of these things. Ive never bought a womans item (clothing or jewelry) unless it was a gift for a girlfriend. And Ive not done that since at least 2012.
I had gotten indication they put a beard/mustache on me at one time - but Ive never had a beard or mustache either.
9.
Just thought of another framing possibility. Ive been watching a lot of the reality crime drama shows lately - due to the fact that the quality of the programming on the cable shows - seems to have been decreased by attrition. There is not much positive on to watch thats either entertaining or interesting - and it has gotten boring - in part because I watch so much tv (due to depression and not being able to do anything) So Ive resorted to the current crime dramas theyve been programming.
Often the programming (specific programs/topics they choose) on a lot of the channels coincides with what they are trying to frame me for. So whatever it is - I didnt do it.
The sabotage network has been trying progressively to frame me for one thing or another since at least January of 2011 - when I lost my job @ Iowa Northland Regional Council of Governments - and began researching the central bank families and weather mod. systems. But other indications Ive gotten is that theyve been illegally surveilling, framing, and staging events in my life Hollywood-style since I was a minor.
Reality stuff is interesting to me because its real human behavior. Ive always been interested in this - in part because Im not good at it. Im not interested in shows like Duck Dynasty because from the little bit of Ive seen of them - I know they are scripted and fake.
Its very unethical what tv has been doing by blurring the lines between reality and fiction (scripted reality tv) and passing it off as real - while at the same time Im being illegally surveilled, my life sabotaged, all of my intellectual property being stolen, while the sabotage network tries to frame me as something Im not - likely staging things with their actors in the process ( I cant confirm this - but feel very strongly its happened since at least 2013 - and likely much earlier due to some indications Ive gotten).
I will slow down the video or rewind it during a reality show - to get a better view of what was being said or to see a reaction - (or an attractive woman since Ive been single for so long).
I also sometimes really slow it down when I think someone may be lying during a testimony - looking for clues.
Some of this rewinding behavior may be an autistic spectrum thing. Autistic spectrum people will often repeat things or say things out loud to reinforce what they heard.
This is due to slow processing of verbal communication and not always being able to absorb the full meaning of something someone said. The repetition helps to imprint the meaning of what has been said.
Sometimes I just missed what happened and want to see more detail.
So thats why Ive been watching crime reality shows lately.
10.
I know for sure - that ( Angeline Dimaano) was a young adult Filipina (female). As Ive said before - most times I viewed her on cam as we chatted - and because she was always at public internet cafes after March 2013 - I could see everyone and everything in the background. I know she was typing what was written and reacting to what I wrote. Everyone and everything I saw was consistent with her being in the Phillippines.
I used Google translate extensively - mostly what her Facebook friends were writing (her Facebook name then was Anqel Dimaano - spelled with a q not a g). This is one of the letters they switched when they were coding their language. I had to figure out which letters were switched around - and some swapped within words, to understand the translation from Google.
Once in a while she would write something in Filipina when she got upset with me. But usually I was using Google translate - to interpret what her network of friends were saying to each other (and also what she was saying to them) - which I was not able to confirm she was a part of anything - until I felt I did finally in early 2014 - when I cut off contact with her - and called Homeland Security (who was only interested in whether I had sent her money - which I had sent a few hundred dollars for college and her sick mother)
Occasionally I used Google translate to send a note - to attempt to learn her language - and see if we could understand each other better.
And again, Ive never pretended to be an Asian. She always knew I was caucasion - though I did not allow her to see me on cam- initially for concerns over my diintity or that of my fiancee - whom I lived with. If anyone says otherwise, they are part of the sabotage network.
Since then I know that no ip or id is 100%safe online - as networks of expert hackers exist at every level of skill - and in every form (corporate, government, criminal) - and some are likely intertwined on purpose.