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'Linear time increments cause distortion in scientific models + ignoring them leads to false scientific paths'

03/24/2017 11:39


The false assumptions that result in ignoring model distortions (e.g. - those in General Relativity space-time) lead scientists down false paths - that lead to widespread belief - in the face of the fact that only 5% of the matter and energy in the Universe - can be accounted for under the accepted, combined theories.

Any increment of time used (minute, second) in an equation - has an infinite amount of moments within that second's timeline - between where it begins and ends.   For each second of linear time, everything in existence had a beginning point and an end point. - in regard to relative change  

But there is only one moment left at the end of a second's timeline.   The infinite number of moments that passed since that second began, are no longer.   They are fossils, light that has passed by and gone.

Einstein's space-time is a model of Nature - with its limitations - like any model of Nature - but its distortions are welcomed as truth instead of recognized as limitations. 

The space-time model has worked very well for the needed calculations in our cosmic neighborhood.   Einstein did a commendable job in designing it, but Einstein himself professes in his book 'The Principle of Relativity' that reality only exists in Nature, and not in his model of it.

Ignoring the distortions of the General Relativity model of space-time for too long - leads scientists down an ever-more-elaborate hypothetical path (time dilations, Expansion theory, Big Bang theory, looking for a dark matter particle for decades - that does not interact with light but makes up a majority of the mass in the Universe - because we can only account for 4% of it with these model theories, (sigh)).  

The General Relativity space-time model works well for what we generally observe in our 'cosmic neighborhood'.   But ignoring its distortions - leads to misconceptions and misperceptions - which can expand exponentially. 

Since physical reality (all existence) leaves behind all previous moments - it does not exist in the infinite number of moments expressed by a second, a minute or any other increment - where there is a beginning point and an end point.  

A moment of Nature is in essence dimensionless.  So it is not even a dot in reality.   A moment - is everything in physical existence pausing - with no motion of any kind - including electrons, quarks and gluons.   We cannot capture it, because it continues to evolve, and does not (actually) pause.   A day is still a day because the Earth rotates - but seconds are not part of that rotation.  Seconds (or any linear time measurement) include an infinite number of moments.  

A really crisp picture taken by a megapixel camera - may give the illusion of capturing reality, but it does not see inside all of the cells, electrons moving, photons playing a game of pool.  It is not a 3D image of all of reality.  It is only a very precise representation of the scale of reality it represents - visible light reflected off the Grand Canyon for example.

We cannot capture the image of all of existence - as it moves throught the ever- evolving moment - with our eyes/brain - because they have limitations.   They are not fast enough, nor attuned well enough to capture the motion of an electron, let alone all of them, and quarks and muons too.   Even our best scopes and particle accelerators - cannot view this stuff as it exists in Nature all around us - at once.  

We need this linear expression of moments (seconds) - in science - to make comparisons of relative change events - to translate to our minds (which are the observer of Nature).  We need models of Nature for science.   And we need a linear expression of (time) to understand these comparisons we make in science, and also to be 'on time'.

Adding our linear concept of (time) in (minutes, seconds, etc.) - adds a 4th dimension to Nature - that doesnt really exist.  It only exists in the model of Nature - General Relativity space-time.  The cool contoured projections of space-time are beautiful models of physical reality.   But they model a 4D picture in 3D - causing distortions like (time) dilation.

The only way to prove that a time dimension does exist - is to replicate a moment of existence - where everything in is the same as it was prior - or to prove that you travelled to a forward or backward moment.   Of course, neither of these things have been documented and most real scientists (not pop-scientists) will tell you that they are unlikely. 

Its has been documented in quantum mechanics experiments - that quantum particles can exist in two places at the same time - and they seem to be able to 'communicate' instantaneously across space.   But this is not moving foward or backward from this ever-evolving moment - this now. 

Therefore, scientifically, a second is not part of Nature, only a moment is - because a replicated moment of existence cannot be observed (observation is the ultimate proof of science, not mathematics).  This was Einstein's mark of proof as well - observational concurrance.

Any linear representation of time - is divisible into infinite fractions - moments - or nows as Julien Barbour calls them.  A video camera's shutter value - is only limited by the physical properties of the camera itself.   We may not be able to notice any difference by the way our senses are attuned - so it would not make any sense to infinitely improve shutter value - but a video shutter value could be infinitely improved if there were materials good enough.

Adding this linear component (seconds, minutes) to models of 3D Nature - results in distortions (eg time dilation) within that model. 

The linear (time) increments (seconds) are needed - for our model to have meaning scientifically - so that we can compare change events in relation to one another.  

However, its important to realize that the distortions which result - are due to a 3D Universe (space) - being represented as a 4D model (space-time).   This happens with 2D map projections representing 3D Earth.  

While it may be a beautiful and useful model - all models that change the number of dimensions (of what they represent) - will result in distortions of that reality.  

In the case of the General Relativity space-time model, this linear representation of (time), in addition to designating a cosmic speed limit (speed of light), results in (time) dilation, what scientists call a black hole singularity, quantum gravity calculation problems, and other phenomena at the ends of the relative change spectrum.





'Possible confusion in (time) dilation thought experiment'

03/23/2017 22:43


In my (time) dilation thought experiment posted previously, I used the speed of light and 10,000 km/s- as two speeds of the objects B and A respectively. 

This may have led to some confusion.   I meant to state - that while rounding the Earth - you could observe each object at each moment - (if it was freeze-framed in each moment).

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It would have been better to say that B was travelling significantly faster than A - and to leave it at that.   This will also alleviate confusion of km/s or m/s.  I believe I'll change the wording to reflect that.  The actual rates of speed dont matter, only that they were able to circle the Earth and that B was travelling faster than A.

Hopefully that clears up any confusion.

I just edited the article again.   I saw some things that could be better expressed, so those were updated.  10:33 PM CST - 3/23/17

'People with autism - minds run 42% faster - a reason they withdraw'

03/23/2017 22:41

I did some internet searches and found this article and the one in the previous post - over the last couple of days.

It was previously thought that autistic spectrum people are "a bit slow" - but this article indicates that it is the opposite (inside) the mind.   It is the external inability to convey (social-verbal communication) and often a lack of expression - which caused this misperception.

Again, this reflects that often-withdrawn thinkers like Isaac Newton, Einstein, Mark Twain, Thomas Jefferson, Nicola Tesla, and Mozart - exhibited strong autistic spectrum behavior. 


Another list of well-known people thought to have autism from the website https://ne-autism.com/famous.html:

Historical Icons with Autism

•Vincent Van Gogh, Painter
•Emily Dickenson, Poet
•Isaac Newton, Physicist
•Mozart, Composer
•Hans Christian Anderson, Author
•Mark Twain, Author
•Richard Strauss, Composer
•Alexander Graham Bell, Inventor
•Albert Einstein, Physicist
•Thomas Jefferson, 3rd President of the United States
•Nikola Tesla, Scientist, Inventor, Electrical Engineer, Futurist
•Jane Austen, Author
•George Bernard Shaw, Playwright
•Henry Ford, Industrialist



'If youve met one person on the autistic spectrum, youve met one person on the autistic spectrum.'

03/23/2017 22:38

'If you've met one person on the autistic spectrum, you've met one person on the autistic spectrum.'  

A common quote used by those who understand this spectrum.  It just means that everyone is different - just like the rest of humanity. 

Whether its a high-functioning Aspie who's writing revolutionary computer code like Mark Zuckerberg, an autistic spectrum artist like Michelangelo, or an autistic spectrum person that is frustrated that their senses are all mixed up in their brain and therefore flail their arms - all autistics are different - and their personal characteristics are all different. - just like any other human.  The list on the linked article - does highlight many of the struggles autistic spectrum people have in common.

Recent studies have found that brains of autistic spectrum people are 17 % larger  (with larger heads) and have more neural connections than the typical brain.  Ironically, the increased size is in the area where verbal communication is processed (the biggest difficulty for autistic spectrum people) - the prefrontal cortex.  

This explains why Ive written poetry - about feeling that conversation gets lost in my brain "My brain takes (conversation) like a stream takes a pebble."   I guess there is more area to cover, so the processing is slower in our prefrontal cortexes.   Likely our prefrontal cortex is used for focus and processing of operations not related to verbal communciation and its subtlety.

Other recent research shows that autistic spectrum brains are hyper-active, rather than slow, as previously thought.   But since communication is lacking and we often exhibit less facial expression when communicating - autistic spectrum were seen as "a little slow".   Reality is that we are just slow communicators - with poor social skills - in an ever-faster world.

Those autistic spectrum who appear to have severe difficulties - their sense experience is all cross-wired in their brain.   Their brains are taking in the senses - but the neurons are not firing well enough to process the information - so they can't communicate it to people in any normal kind of way.   (I understand this due to reading books by Dr. Temple Grandin - an designer/engineer - and writer on autistic spectrum functioning and behavior.

The article linked below is a very good general synopsis of the challenges most autistic spectrum people face.  Ill list the positives from another site below.
The things that do not apply  to me from their list: 

1.   Ive not had trouble beginning romantic relationships - Ive just had trouble maintaining them - due to the everyday small talk - that is necessary for financial decisions, my contribution to planning/coordinating activity (often which I did not want to partake due to difficulties listed), and difficulties maintaining employment after my sisters suicide and other traumas related to that (which the autistic spectrum sensitivities contributed to my reaction) and resulted in increased PTSD / avoiding situations that triggered the PTSD.

2.  I can definitely have empathy for people.   I think some of the non-recognition of empathy in autistic spectrum - lies in an inabilty to convey our empathy in a way that most people understand while we are conversating (slow processing of verbal and non-verbal communication cues).  Dr. Grandin highlights this in her book as well.   My empathy can be seen in my poetry - especially in my 20s and early 30s - as I wrote a lot of poetry from other peoples' perspectives then.  I think it is easier for me to empathize when I know the context of someone's pain or struggle. 

Also, if you look at the spectrum of typical thinkers (a term for everyone else not on the autistic spectrum) - I believe you will find a good portion of them lack empathy as well.   There are a lot of social people - whose humor is almost exclusively focused on denigration of others.  Lack of empathy in some cases - or selective empathy in others. 

Because of this - and because its difficult for autistics to convey their empathy to others - Im not really sure lack of empathy - is a great qualifier for all the autism spectrum.  

3.  I love to try new food.  In fact, that was a complaint I had with a couple of women Ive dated -  that they wouldnt try new restaurants - actually my two longest relationships - 5 and 7 years. (Some aspies or other parts of the spectrum are more likely to have this characteristic - rather than those toward the more autistic portion of the spectrum).

4.  Travel.   I love to travel and have travelled both alone and with others all over the United States.   Ive only been out of the country a couple of times.  Due to the sabotage network, Ive been broke for that last 3 years - so its been impossible to travel recently.   I travelled  most recently with my ex-gf Jen Hughes - she did the planning - and actually paid for more than I did - which was not usual for me - but the vehicles I was working on - were all sabotaged in 2014.   I feel she was keeping secret that she knew I was being surveilled - and possibly worse than that.  Not sure. (again I believe this to be more likely toward the Aspie part of the spectrum)

5.  I can communicate, make connections, and joke/tease people I like or love.   Joking around is not something (some aspies and some others on the autistic spectrum) struggle with.  Whether someone will understand an individual brand of humor - is a matter of degree - and taste in humor - just like everyone else.

Its the small talk thats more difficult to learn.  Often, either I drift off subject or I cannot follow the delicate nature of it - especially when more people enter the conversation.  There are times when I can go with the flow of a conversation for more than a couple minutes - but its usually not small talk-oriented.  It has to be thought provoking - or my thoughts will drift (involuntarily) to some other topic quickly.  My family and I dont share the same sense of humor - or interests.

Witty banter or flirtation is the same for me as anyone else who likes that - but I like to have a mix of thought-provoking conversation and banter in a relationship.  I get a lot of blabla haha bs - in the last two years - when Im out socializing - due to the sabotage network following me (whether it was the bar or the library or work).

I learned better social skills in my 20s - in part thanks to alcohol and in part due to practice.  But Ill note that its difficult for someone that has poor social ability - to start out in a new place.   My first year of college was a social disaster because I didnt really know anyone - and was inept at socializing.  I learned through my 20s.

Since my life has been illegally surveilled and sabotaged - the social PTSD effects of that and the damage they have done to my public image through the lies theyve told - limit my opportunity to socialize now.   I can socialize - as long as Im not constantly harassed - like I have been wherever I go for the last couple of years.

However, even if I wasn't under such scrutiny all the time - I do have some difficulty navigating the delicate nature of everyday conversation - especially if Im not familiar with someone.   As more people in a group are talking - the less I can absorb - due to both the distraction of social PTSD (which is a characteristic of autism spectrum Ive learned - noise sensitivity) and the poor ability of my brain to process conversation.

https://blog.udemy.com/do-i-have-autism/
'If you've met one person on the autistic spectrum, you've met one person on the autistic spectrum.'  

A common quote used by those who understand this spectrum.  It just means that everyone is different - just like the rest of humanity. 

Whether its a high-functioning Aspie who's writing revolutionary computer code like Mark Zuckerberg, an autistic spectrum artist like Michelangelo, or an autistic spectrum person that is frustrated that their senses are all mixed up in their brain and therefore flail their arms - all autistics are different - and their personal characteristics are all different. - just like any other human.  The list on the linked article - does highlight many of the struggles autistic spectrum people have in common.

Recent studies have found that brains of autistic spectrum people are 17 % larger  (with larger heads) and have more neural connections than the typical brain.  Ironically, the increased size is in the area where verbal communication is processed (the biggest difficulty for autistic spectrum people) - the prefrontal cortex.  

This explains why Ive written poetry - about feeling that conversation gets lost in my brain "My brain takes (conversation) like a stream takes a pebble."   I guess there is more area to cover, so the processing is slower in our prefrontal cortexes.   Likely our prefrontal cortex is used for focus and processing of operations not related to verbal communciation and its subtlety.

Other recent research shows that autistic spectrum brains are hyper-active, rather than slow, as previously thought.   But since communication is lacking and we often exhibit less facial expression when communicating - autistic spectrum were seen as "a little slow".   Reality is that we are just slow communicators - with poor social skills - in an ever-faster world.

Those autistic spectrum who appear to have severe difficulties - their sense experience is all cross-wired in their brain.   Their brains are taking in the senses - but the neurons are not firing well enough to process the information - so they can't communicate it to people in any normal kind of way.   (I understand this due to reading books by Dr. Temple Grandin - an designer/engineer - and writer on autistic spectrum functioning and behavior.

The article linked below is a very good general synopsis of the challenges most autistic spectrum people face.  Ill list the positives from another site below.

The things that do not apply  to me from their list: 

1.   Ive not had trouble beginning romantic relationships - Ive just had trouble maintaining them - due to the everyday small talk - that is necessary for financial decisions, my contribution to planning/coordinating activity (often which I did not want to partake due to difficulties listed), and difficulties maintaining employment after my sisters suicide and other traumas related to that (which the autistic spectrum sensitivities contributed to my reaction) and resulted in increased PTSD / avoiding situations that triggered the PTSD.

2.  I can definitely have empathy for people.   I think some of the non-recognition of empathy in autistic spectrum - lies in an inabilty to convey our empathy in a way that most people understand while we are conversating (slow processing of verbal and non-verbal communication cues).  Dr. Grandin highlights this in her book as well.   My empathy can be seen in my poetry - especially in my 20s and early 30s - as I wrote a lot of poetry from other peoples' perspectives then.  I think it is easier for me to empathize when I know the context of someone's pain or struggle. 

Also, if you look at the spectrum of typical thinkers (a term for everyone else not on the autistic spectrum) - I believe you will find a good portion of them lack empathy as well.   There are a lot of social people - whose humor is almost exclusively focused on denigration of others.  Lack of empathy in some cases - or selective empathy in others. 

Because of this - and because its difficult for autistics to convey their empathy to others - Im not really sure lack of empathy - is a great qualifier for autism.  

3.  I love to try new food.  In fact, that was a complaint I had with a couple of women Ive dated -  that they wouldnt try new restraurants - actually my two longest relationships - 5 and 7 years. (Some aspies or other parts of the spectrum are more likely to have this trait - rather than those toward the more autistic portion of the spectrum).

4.  Travel.   I love to travel and have travelled both alone and with others all over the United States.   Ive only been out the country a couple of times.  Due to the sabotage network, Ive been broke for that last 3 years - so its been impossible.   I travelled  most recently with my ex-gf Jen Hughes - she did the planning - and actually paid for more than I did - which was not usual for me - but the vehicles I was working on - were all sabotaged in 2014.   I feel she was keeping secret that she knew I was being surveilled - and possibly worse than that.  Not sure. (again I believe this to be more likely toward the Aspie part of the spectrum)

5.  I can communicate, make connections, and joke/tease people I like or love.   Joking around is not something (some aspies and some others on the autistic spectrum) struggle with.  Whether someone will understand individual brand of humor - is a matter of degree - and taste in humor - just like everyone else.

Its the small talk thats more difficult to learn.  Often, I either I drift off subject or I cannot follow the delicate nature of it - especially when more people enter the conversation.  There are times when I can go with the flow of a conversation for more than a couple minutes - but its usually not small talk oriented.  It has to be thought provoking - or my thoughts will drift (involuntarily) to some other topic quickly.  My family and I dont share the same sense of humor - or interests.

Witty banter or flirtation is the same for me as anyone else who likes that - but I like to have a mix of thought-provoking conversation and banter in a relationship.  I get a lot of blabla haha bs - in the last two years - when Im out socializing - due to the sabotage network following me (whether it was the bar or the library).

I learned better social skills in my 20s - in part thanks to alcohol and in part due to practice.  But Ill note that its difficult for someone that has poor social ability - to start out in a new place.   My first year of college was a social disaster because I didnt really know anyone - and was inept at socializing.

Since my life has been illegally surveilled and sabotaged - the social PTSD effects of that - limit my opportunity to socialize now.   I know I can socialize - as long as Im not constantly harassed - like I have been wherever I go for the last couple of years.

However, even if I wasn't under such scrutiny all the time - I do have some difficulty navigating the delicate nature of everyday conversation - especially if Im not familiar with someone.   As more people in a group are talking - the less I can absorb - due to both the distraction of social PTSD (which is a characteristic of autism spectrum Ive learned - noise sensitivity) and the poor ability of my brain to process conversation.


'If you've met one person on the autistic spectrum, you've met one person on the autistic spectrum.'  

A common quote used by those who understand this spectrum.  It just means that everyone is different - just like the rest of humanity. 

Whether its a high-functioning Aspie who's writing revolutionary computer code like Mark Zuckerberg, an autistic spectrum artist like Michelangelo, or an autistic spectrum person that is frustrated that their senses are all mixed up in their brain and therefore flail their arms - all autistics are different - and their personal characteristics are all different. - just like any other human.  The list on the linked article - does highlight many of the struggles autistic spectrum people have in common.

Recent studies have found that brains of autistic spectrum people are 17 % larger  (with larger heads) and have more neural connections than the typical brain.  Ironically, the increased size is in the area where verbal communication is processed (the biggest difficulty for autistic spectrum people) - the prefrontal cortex.  

This explains why Ive written poetry - about feeling that conversation gets lost in my brain "My brain takes (conversation) like a stream takes a pebble."   I guess there is more area to cover, so the processing is slower in our prefrontal cortexes.   Likely our prefrontal cortex is used for focus and processing of operations not related to verbal communciation and its subtlety.

Other recent research shows that autistic spectrum brains are hyper-active, rather than slow, as previously thought.   But since communication is lacking and we often exhibit less facial expression when communicating - autistic spectrum were seen as "a little slow".   Reality is that we are just slow communicators - with poor social skills - in an ever-faster world.

Those autistic spectrum who appear to have severe difficulties - their sense experience is all cross-wired in their brain.   Their brains are taking in the senses - but the neurons are not firing well enough to process the information - so they can communicate it to people in any normal kind of way.   (I understand this due to reading books by Dr. Temple Grandin - an designer/engineer - and writer on autistic spectrum functioning and behavior.

The article linked below is a very good general synopsis of the challenges most autistic spectrum people face.  Ill list the positives from another site below.

The things that do not apply  to me from their list: 

1.   Ive not had trouble beginning romantic relationships - Ive just had trouble maintaining them - due to the everyday small talk - that is necessary for financial decisions, my contribution to planning/coordinating activity (often which I did not want to partake due to difficulties listed), and difficulties maintaining employment after my sisters suicide and other traumas related to that (which the autistic spectrum sensitivities contributed to my reaction) and resulted in increased PTSD and avoiding situations that triggered the PTSD.

2.  I can definitely have empathy for people.   I think some of the non-recognition of empathy in autistic spectrum - lies in an inabilty to convey our empathy in a way that most people understand while we are conversating (slow processing of verbal and non-verbal communication cues).  Dr. Grandin highlights this in her book as well.   My empathy can be seen in my poetry - especially in my 20s and early 30s - as I wrote a lot of poetry from other peoples' perspectives then.  I think it is easier for me to empathize when I know the context of someone's pain or struggle. 

Also, if you look at the spectrum of typical thinkers (a term for everyone else not on the autistic spectrum) - I believe you will find a good portion of them lack empathy as well.   There are a lot of social people - whose humor is almost exclusively focused on denigration of others.  Lack of empathy in some cases - or selective empathy in others. 

Because of this - and because its difficult for autistics to convey their empathy to others - Im not really sure lack of empathy - is a great qualifier for autism.  

3.  I love to try new food.  In fact, that was a complaint I had with a couple of women Ive dated -  that they wouldnt try new restraurants - actually my two longest relationships - 5 and 7 years. (Some aspies or other parts of the spectrum are more likely to have this trait - rather than those toward the more autistic portion of the spectrum).

4.  Travel.   I love to travel and have travelled both alone and with others all over the United States.   Ive only been out the country a couple of times.  Due to the sabotage network, Ive been broke for that last 3 years - so its been impossible.   I travelled  most recently with my ex-gf Jen Hughes - she did the planning - and actually paid for more than I did - which was not usual for me - but the vehicles I was working on - were all sabotaged in 2014.   I feel she was keeping secret that she knew I was being surveilled - and possibly worse than that.  Not sure. (again I believe this to be more likely toward the Aspie part of the spectrum)

5.  I can communicate, make connections, and joke/tease people I like or love.   Joking around is not something (some aspies and some others on the autistic spectrum) struggle with.  Whether someone will understand individual brand of humor - is a matter of degree - and taste in humor - just like everyone else.

Its the small talk thats more difficult to learn.  Often, I either I drift off subject or I cannot follow the delicate nature of it - especially when more people enter the conversation.  There are times when I can go with the flow of a conversation for more than a couple minutes - but its usually not small talk oriented.  It has to be thought provoking - or my thoughts will drift (involuntarily) to some other topic quickly.  My family and I dont share the same sense of humor - or interests.

Witty banter or flirtation is the same for me as anyone else who likes that - but I like to have a mix of thought-provoking conversation and banter in a relationship.  I get a lot of blabla haha bs - in the last two years - when Im out socializing - due to the sabotage network following me (whether it was the bar or the library).

I learned better social skills in my 20s - in part thanks to alcohol and in part due to practice.  But Ill note that its difficult for someone that has poor social ability - to start out in a new place.   My first year of college was a social disaster because I didnt really know anyone - and was inept at socializing.

Since my life has been illegally surveilled and sabotaged - the social PTSD effects of that - limit my opportunity to socialize now.   I know I can socialize - as long as Im not constantly harassed - like I have been wherever I go for the last couple of years.

However, even if I wasn't under such scrutiny all the time - I do have some difficulty navigating the delicate nature of everyday conversation - especially if Im not familiar with someone.   As more people in a group are talking - the less I can absorb - due to both the distraction of social PTSD (which is a characteristic of autism spectrum Ive learned - noise sensitivity) and the poor ability of my brain to process conversation.

'If you've met one person on the autistic spectrum, you've met one person on the autistic spectrum.'  

A common quote used by those who understand this spectrum.  It just means that everyone is different - just like the rest of humanity.

Whether its a high-functioning Aspie who's writing revolutionary computer code like Mark Zuckerberg, an autistic spectrum artist like Michelangelo, or an autistic spectrum person that is frustrated that their senses are all mixed up in their brain and therefore flail their arms - all autistics are different - and their personal characteristics are all different. - just like any other human.

Recent studies have found that brains of autistic spectrum people are 17 % larger  (with larger heads) and have more neural connections than the typical brain.  Ironically, the increased size is in the area where verbal communication is processed (the biggest difficulty for autistic spectrum people) - the prefrontal cortex.  

This explains why Ive written poetry - about feeling that conversation gets lost in my brain "My brain takes (conversation) like a stream takes a pebble."   I guess there is more area to cover, so the processing is slower in our prefrontal cortexes.   Likely our prefrontal cortex is used for focus and processing of operations not related to verbal communciation and its subtlety.

Other recent research shows that autistic spectrum brains are hyper-active, rather than slow, as previously thought.   But since communication is lacking and we often exhibit less facial expression when communicating - autistic spectrum were seen as "a little slow".   Reality is that we are just slow communicators - with poor social skills - in an ever-faster world.

The article below is a very good general synopsis of the challenges most autistic spectrum people face.  Ill list the positives from another site below.
The things that do not apply  to me from their list: 

1.   Ive not had trouble beginning romantic relationships - Ive just had trouble maintaining them - due to the everyday small talk - that is necessary for financial decisions, my contribution to planning/coordinating activity (often which I did not want to partake due to difficulties listed), and difficulties maintaining employment after my sisters suicide and other traumas related to that (which the autistic spectrum sensitivities contributed to) and resulted in PTSD and avoiding situations that triggered the PTSD.

2.  I definitely have empathy for people.   I think some of the non-recognition of empathy in autistic spectrum - lies in our inabilty to convey our empathy in a way that most people understand.   My empathy can be seen in my poetry - especially in my 20s and early 30s - as I wrote a lot of poetry from other peoples' perspectives then.

3.  I love to try new food.  In fact, that was a complaint I had with a couple of women Ive dated -  that they wouldnt try new restraurants - actually my two longest relationships - 5 and 7 years.

4.  Travel.   I love to travel and have travelled both alone and with others all over the United States.   Ive only been out the country a couple of times.  Due to the sabotage network, Ive been broke for that last 3 years - so its been impossible.   I travelled  most recently with my ex-gf Jen Hughes - she did the planning - and actually paid for more than I did - which was not usual for me - but the vehicles I was working on - were all sabotaged in 2014.   I feel she was keeping secret that she knew I was being surveilled - and possibly worse than that.  Not sure. 

5.  I can communicate, make connections, and joke/tease people I like or love.   I learned better social skills in my 20s - in part thanks to alcohol and in part just practice.  But Ill note that its difficult for someone that has poor social ability - to start out.   My first year of college was a social disaster because I didnt really know anyone - and was inept at socializing.

Since my life has been illegally surveilled and sabotaged - the social PTSD effects of that - limit my opportunity to socialize now.   I know I can socialize - as long as Im not constantly harassed - like I have been wherever I go for the last couple of years.

However, even if I wasn't under such scrutiny all the time - I do have some difficulty navigating the delicate nature of conversation - especially if Im not familiar with someone.   As more people in a group are talking - the less I can absorb - due to both the distraction of social PTSD (which is a characteristic of autism spectrum Ive learned - noise sensitivity) and the poor ability of my brain to process conversation.

'Van Gogh and Da Vinci - both artist-scientists - one abstract, one concrete'

03/23/2017 15:39

Van Gogh reflected in his paintings - laws of physics that were undiscovered at the time.   In this way - Van Gogh could have been seen as an abstract artist-scientist.   Da Vinci in a similar fashion.   Although Van Gogh's art was abstract - and Da Vinci actually tried to draw bodies and body parts - accurate for medical purposes.   He was a concrete artist-scientist.

I see some of my poems in the abstract pattern artist-scientist category.   Space-Interaction theory was dev...eloped in thought and in my poetry - for many years before I got the light bulb moment of the ever-evolving moment of Nature.

The following article explains how Van Gogh's visions predicted patterns in science:


https://www.naturphilosophie.co.uk/starry-starry-night-unexpected-maths-van-goghs-masterpiece/


Examples of Da Vinci's concrete artist-scientist sketches.   His work led to advances in many areas of science (Da Vinci was reknowned for starting projects and never finishing them).  


Both Da Vinci and Van Gogh - have been associated with possible austism spectrum personalities.


Not been back to trailer + other notes

03/23/2017 14:48


Ive still not been back to the trailer - since last Friday 3/17/17 @ about 11 AM.   Have been at barn home since that time.


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I heard some indication about me acting like an asian person.   LOL.   Ive no idea what they are talking about.   The last contact I had with an Asian person - was the Asian woman I met online - whom I called the Department of Homeland Security on - in early 2014 - after confirming she was interacting with an international gang.

It was chatting with her ...in 2013 - when I first noticed all of my accounts being hacked progressively more.  My Facebook account would have people accepted as friends and I would lose control of my words on IM at that time.  

Ive explained more than once - that I used Google translate - to both understand what she was saying - and to send her messages in Filipino - so that she could better understand me.  She understood English pretty well on IM - and usually typed in English - but when she got frustrated - she would type in Filipino - and I would use Google translate to deciper it.   Sometimes I would type messages in Filipino - to see if we could communicate better.Ive explained more than once - that I used Google translate - to both understand what she was saying - and to send her messages in Filipino - so that she could better understand me.  I cut off communication with her in early 2014 and have not communicated with her since (Angeline Dimaano).   I never once pretended I was Asian - or tried to portray that.   She knew I was both caucasain and American. 

 

And once again - Ive not communicated in any way online recently.


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Just got a text notification from Facebook - that someone logged onto my account from an unknown server. 

Ive not communicated via Facebook (the only communication I had via this account - was one exchange with Anshelita Scott - when she had asked I take down some personal information about her prior career and our relationship in 2006)

Ive not erased anything from my blogs or Facebook account.

Just got a text notification from Facebook - that someone logged onto my account from an unknown server.

Clarifying the 'cosmic hole' post

03/23/2017 14:39

I should have made more clear - in the prior post regarding the 'cosmic hole' in the CMB - that galaxy clusters in Space-Interaction theory - magnify the force of gravity within the 'gravitational atmosphere' of the galaxy cluster - through collective and compund gravity.   Compound gravity based at the center of mass of the galaxy cluster - and collective gravity evens out the modified gravitational calculation (gravity enhanced gravity).

(Big Bang theory + Expansion theory + General Relativity theory- can only account for 5% of the matter and energy in the Universe)

'What if the CMB- is a Projection of the Filament Structure of the Universe - largely from beyond the Observable Universe'

03/22/2017 21:42

The CMB is viewed as one of the two main evidences for the combined big bang / expansion / relativity theories.

The "Cosmic hole" (missing radio waves) in the article below - is better explained by galaxy clusters absorbing weak microwaves and radio waves - in its 'gravitational atmosphere' - rather than solely by the SZ effect as proposed.

Since the radio waves being blocked are coming from beyond the galaxy cluster  - this would be consistent with radiation coming from beyon...d the visible horizon of the Universe - instead of it being leftover from a big bang event and subsequently scattered via Compton scattering.  

A major component of Space-Interaction theory - is that light waves erode (quite uniformly) through the fog of space - over billions of light years.   The fog of space - being cosmic dust, gas, ice, gravity, EM fields, photons, and other debris and forces it encounters through this almost-inconceivable amount of distance.

Radio waves are below microwaves on the EM spectrum (weaker), so if the galaxy cluster's 'gravitational atmosphere' (via compound and collective gravity) intercepts the weak microwaves  (as proposed in Space-Interaction theory) - it will intercept the radio waves as well - creating this shadow effect exhibited in the article.  

As distant light waves erode to microwave - the CMB (cosmic microwave background) would pick them up - just as if they were microwaves being created by gas in the Universe (or leftover remnants of a big bang event).  

So the very uniform pattern of the CMB, may be a reflection of the very uniform filament structure from beyond the visible horizon (observable Universe) - just as the filament structure in the observable Universe is very uniform.

The CMB is viewed as one of the two main evidences for the combined big bang / expansion / relativity theories.  Together - their equations can only account for 4-5% of the matter and energy in the Universe.


For article on SZ effect, click link below:

https://phys.org/news/2017-03-alma-ability-cosmic-hole.html



'Researchers finding more and more - light-eroding debris - in the fog of space'

03/22/2017 18:18

'Researchers finding more and more - light-eroding debris in the fog of space'

This article highlighting the Berkeley Physics Department -  outlines that previously-projected quantities of space dust - were incorrect.

I portend that we also do not know a lot about all of the small components of space (dust, gas, photons, EM fields, the flux between mass and energy, modified gravity) which affect all light as it navigates its ride through space - to finally land on our eyes from billions of light years away.

In Space-Interaction theory - I label this sea of unknown quantities (fairly evenly distributed throughout the filament of the Universe) - as the fog of space.  It is the basis of my theory that light waves erode (at a fairly uniform rate) through space - into infrared - and then microwave - by decelerating through decreased energy and elongated wavelength - over billions of light years.

This theory can only be refuted - if we can accurately measure this minute effect over the billions of light years that light travels.   Its possible that the Jim Webb space telescope will be able to detect patterns of red light, infrared, and microwave radiation - which could point to the erosion of these forms of EM radiation.

This erosion of light would explain cosmic red-shift and the CMB (cosmic microwave background) - and would bump the combined Big Bang / Expansion theories.


Ive never equated a person to a fish

03/22/2017 17:57

Ive never equated a person to a fish - in my poetry or otherwise.  Ive probably used the colloquialism "theres plenty of fish in the sea" in my lifetime.   But if anything was said about me equating a fish to a person - thats the sabotage network - at work.  I started hearing a lot of stuff about fish last year - and one of the people where I worked in December 2016 - was harassing me with a fishing sign on his truck.

(Ive also heard a lot about the ocean and islands - in accordance with the fishing comments.   I have no idea what that is about.   Ive never been on the ocean before.  The only ocean island Ive been to is Catalina Island in 2003 - where I took my ex-fiance and her son Jake for his 16th birthday.)

As Ive stated many times before - my poetry is about Natur...e.   My references of animals - are usually quite clear - as to what they mean in the poem - if they are not just talking about fish, raccoons, deer, fox, coyote, hyena (which Ive used to compare to blabla haha denigrators) and ostrich (which Ive used to compare those who cant take their eyes off their smartphones), elephants, squirrels, rabbits, and various bird species I see here.  

In all but one occasion, I use rivers and trees - as just rivers and trees (and their biospheres).   I did use some river and tree imagery in a couple of love poems I wrote to Elvira - the woman whom I never met in person - who was from Romania - and later moved to Sweden - after which we did not communicate much.  And in one poem - I linked myself with the Mississippi River - because I feel so much a part of it.   I feel linked to the ground I live on - and the waters that surround me.

Most all of my nature references - are references to what I see around me.  None of the rest of the animals or natures scenes I write about - are in reference to any people in my poetry or writing.

I think most people are not accustomed to reading poetry - in addition to the sabotage network trying to frame me.

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